JduckDraws

Alright, Its time for me to finally speak up about what's wrong with me I know you guys don't want to hear this but I need to get it out before I go insane. I've been dealing with this empty feeling for years now, but it started getting wrost for the past 4 months. I'll never get rid of this feeling of wrothlessness in myself, I never want to tell you guys how I feel anymore because I don't think before I post so I say some dumb things, I look back on the things that I said you can see how bitter I was being. Many months ago I literally got mad at a friend for something so small as a repost.. I apologized to that friend for my ugly behavior. Even though they already forgave me for it I still have that on my conscious for doing that to someone that has done nothing but shown support to me, I'll always be a shitty person for that. I get this tendencies to blowup for the littlest things irl I do this that's why it's better if I just shut my mouth and never talk about how I feel